Virtual coffee

This is just a random blog to talk about Dekker, Music, God, or anything else. You can talk about anything, and everything, so post away, good members of the Circle!

We now have:
beanbags,
food,
drinks,
tv's,
movies,
Xboxes,
wiis,
and a soccer field and tennis court.

ask for something to be added to our list of amenities, and it will be.
we also need workers, so if u feel like joining, pm me.
now u can also post any stories u may have, fiction, or not
so talk away!

Hi Abiz!! Guess what? I might get to see a private showing of Indiana Jones tonight!! (i'm assuming you like him - just a guess!)


Guess what else?

I'm gonna be IN a movie!!

I can't tell you what it's about, just b/c I'm not allowed b/c it's not copyrighted. I can't tell anyone YET. But, the title will either be "Spellbound" or "Silent Lucidity" (i like the 2nd one better.) Or something else we come up with. I will keep you posted on that.
I'm either gonna play the daughter of the main character, or a teen who kills herself. yeah i know. It's like... uh.......... but it's still part of a movie and I CAN'T WAIT!!


And then you could come see ME in it!!

(and then you could see what i looked like... and maybe think i'm pretty... )

Lucky!!!!!!
PM me the deatilS!!!!!!!!!!
is the movie coming out in theaters?

So quiet..........

I'll make it loud.


Ahem.



LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!!!

well, to bad its so slow everywhere....

All the songs i wrote compiled here:



City of sorrow, city of pain;

I’m laying on a pre-dug grave.

Lots of lost people,

Wanderers without a name

A love letter ignored,

They are seeking pleasure,

Minus the shame.

You gave them an answer,

You showed them the way,

But all the want is revenge,

They want to make each other pay.

A lover long forgotten,

Peace is no more,

They can’t see that you

are the door.

Once lived in joy,

A garden unspoiled,

Once sin had a handhold

Peace has uselessly toiled.

City of pain,

City of tears.

The cries of wisdom,

Nobody seems to hear.

The took justice

Into their own hands.

But then truth fell away,

Like a million grains of sand.





I found the problem with my life,
my heart has become my cell,
started out to protect like a shell,
and my walls became a living Hell.
On the day I was meant to die,
A light Shone out from the sky.
A man came down and took my place;
I peered up into his face.
And then with ought regret he Said,
"It is for you that I bled"
Those words that rocked me to the core,
It’s my walls that they tore.
Lost my old life
that was full of strife,
Began anew,
just to follow you



I’m tired of dreaming,
and hoping for life,
i'm past all this wishing, past all this talk.
I’m tired of politicians
and all of there lies,
I’m tired of government,
and all of their spies.
I’m going to get out there and find myself,
even if it costs me all of my health.
I tired of hoping for long lost things,
i’m tired of wanting to wake up and sing.
Cuase all of my life i've been in this rut,
making a manor out of a hut.
Cuase lying 'bout life aint gettin me one,
And to this humanity, God lost his son.
Now I am a warrior, a criminal, a guard,
Bullets don’t seem to hurt my heart that’s so scarred.
I wish I was near you once more,
life without is such a bore.
I’ve been brainwashed to think thoughts not my own,
as if my heart is on permanent loan.
Wake me up,
Give me a sword, i’m tired of living a life that’s not yours.
I don’t care if I die, along the way,
because that sacrifice is one I must pay,
I cry for you father,
each and every day.
So Wake me up,
give me a sword, i’m tired of living a life that’s not yours.
So why am I crying,
And why am I dieing,
and why am I wishing i’m not here?



I just want you to know,
I didn’t mean for it to end this way,
I thought I knew it all; thought life was just one grand ball.
But all my friends turned away,
And I was left alone.
Then a stranger came up to me,
He did not tell me bout all me mistakes, or add to my misery.
All he did was put an arm on my shoulder and say,
Son, I miss you, please come home
Those words gave me a hope, gave me a song, but now it seems like its fading away.
Fallen' deeper into decay. Each and every day.
Father, I didn’t mean for it to end this way.
You died,
So I could live,
But now it seems that I live, only to die.
I wish I could see some hope, through this world stuck on doe.
I don’t kill, rape or hate,
I only wish to please you.
But I am station to hate, can’t seem to find a date,
Life threw me away; now imp going to repay the favor
So who’s going to stop me?

Who cares?
Can’t say I care much at all........
(Goes into slower music)
You came to die, so I could live; now I will die, so another can live.
Is this what life can give?
Lord, imp crying for you.
I died already; you pulled me back, yet imp still slipping in to a crack.
Yet when I felt like I could go on no longer, I felt like giving up,
I heard those calm sweet words,
"Son, I love you,
You may have messed up your life, but I still have a plan for you,
I wont give up, cause you r my son"



I don’t want to know your name,

It would put you in danger.

I cant tell you my name,

Id rather be a helpful stranger.

Theres to much at stake,

For dreams of the life we could make.

Death is my name,

Assassination is the game.

I am a sinner, yet I am Saint.

With a piece of lead I paint

A masterpiece of madness,

Bringing either joy or sadness.

I once was an innocent boy,

With a rifle as my only toy.

But I found a blank book,

Crammed in a monastery nook.

I wrote of all the things I could achieve,

And how away with evil I would heave,

But something went wrong.

My brain went bland as if held by red hot tongs.

Now I am on a lonely trip.

At my ankles, doubt always seems to nip.

I am looking for another,

Someone to call my brother.





Enough! Let me stay sane!

Enough! Enough! Ease my pain!

Enough! I’m changing lanes!
Enough is enough,

I’m going insane!

Let me run away,

Let me have peace for a day!

I’ve gone through to much for a teen,

And your living hurts my spleen!

What do you have against my life?

Always chasing me with yo’ knife.

You and your gang,

You just wanna see me hang.

Enough is enough!

You are going down!

Enough is enough!

No, I won’t kill you,

Don’t want to hurt you,

The problem is you are pushing me to the end.

This is the helping hand I will lend.

I wanna pray for you,

I wanna buy you a new shoe,

I see you fighting in the streets outside my door,

When I came to you, you stared at me like I was an angel from lore.

No, I’m just a repented sinner,

Offering you a warm hot dinner.

Let’s end this war,

Cause its making both our hearts sore.

Instead of fighting each other,

Let’s fight together as brothers.

This country

Needs people like you and me.

Let’s fight for freedom,

Instead of drugs,

Instead of bullets,

How about hugs?

Maybe we can’t be best friends, but let’s still try,

I don’t want to fight you, I’d rather die.

You grew up along me,

We both dreamt of fighting over the sea.

What happened to that hope?

Did you lose it selling dope?

I wanna offer you forgiveness,

Will you take it?

Let’s make peace one big hit.

Instead of fighting on Larimer,

Let’s fight terror.

Peace?

Oooh! I like the new one! That is really good.

stupid neighbor............

those are pretty.

Hi abiz.

Can i be a mod?

Hey guys... stopped in to make sure the forums aren't being spammafied or anything... They seem to be doing pretty awesome so far!! I'm sorry I can't be here to help too much, but I've been doing a lot of pixel art lately. Unfortunately, they won't be done until I download a paint program with a transparency brush, but I'll still work on making some more.
JP, it's fine with me if you become a mod, Markis, if you want to make him one you can... and I haven't been able to use this computer for myspace yet, but hopefully I will soon...
AF, I like your July 4th idea! I think it's pretty awesome with all the patriotic graphics you found... and after that we can celebrate our birthdays! W00t!!!
And I have a 5 page essay to do before my school year is over, so wish me luck

See ya'll laterz!
Spongina

oh and btw, markis... did u kno that its scientifically proven that women can shoot better than men? because we have less adrenaline flowing through our bodies so we're calmer.

why is the forum dead??????

idk............ but hopefully u read my myspace bulletin... cuz i moved back to kauai [yay!] so idk when the next time i'll be able to go on the computer is because my grandma's computer is being fixed right now....
oh and btw, i think maybe its deader than normal because its summer and everyone is going crazy doing things outdoors...

Sponge wrote:idk............ but hopefully u read my myspace bulletin... cuz i moved back to kauai [yay!] so idk when the next time i'll be able to go on the computer is because my grandma's computer is being fixed right now....
oh and btw, i think maybe its deader than normal because its summer and everyone is going crazy doing things outdoors...

Probably.....

hey guys! im housesitting and the house that im at has wifi anyway i'll probably be on a little more frequently but still wont be on all day like before...

YAY!!!

I am a mod.

Congrats JP!

WOOT!! your a mod!!

Hi KJ.

YAY!!!

I CAN SEE WHAT I AM WRITING!!!

Sorry about that JP.

GHAA!!!!! SCARY STALKER FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!